What Would My Son Look Like??
Monday, October 09, 2006
I have been asking myself this question... Will I be going for a 3rd kid? I really have no idea at all. Maybe the fear of having "Powerpuff Girls" scares me to death. It could be rather difficult for some people to comprehend, but I really wanted a baby boy badly.
Been praying to God since the day when Ting Ting came out on the ultrascan picture to be a girl. At that time, I still think that there is a problem with the machine or the gynae is without his spectacles. I can still remember the disappointment and the tears when I reach home. However, God has been wonderful to me, by giving me 2 beautiful and healthy little girls.
There will be so many things that I want to do with my son or maybe groom him into a charming young man. I think I am pretty affected by the fact that my 2 girls are so attached to the Daddy. I am really not 'wanted' per say when the father is around. I hope my baby boy would be close to me, which I have personally witnessed in MOST cases.
Ironically, I ever had dreams before about this little boy, he was crying in my dream (a bit of spoiler, I am scared in fact). It is exactly the same little boy that I have dreamt of when I am pregnant with Ting Ting. He kept on asking me why I don't want him and won't wait for him. He even told me his name that he wants me to call him, and I will certainly name him that. Then during my pregnancy with Qi qi in the very last month. He appears in my dream again. He sat on the floor crying saying that he was out run and why I wouldn't I wait. Then Ting Ting was in my dream asking me to go home. Gosh, that is a killer. I could really feel the impact even after I wake up. The feeling is so real...
10/09/2006 09:18:00 AM ... Minko chan ...
